This week isn't good for me! I'm running from the past and struggling to cope at the same time, the listening ear isn't there and i'm feeling like i'm on my own. I understand everyone has to have a holiday and has other things to do other than dealing with me but it's so quiet... Continue Reading →


I couldn't attend a meeting to day in town because i was to scared to walk the streets where i was assaulted 8 years ago, that day a i lost everything i lost something most people take for granted and most people don't think nothing off! I lost my memory i was hit so hard... Continue Reading →

I’m sorry?

I have to apologies for getting something out of context whatever that means i've never had a best friend and i'm really scared that they will go just like all the rest once they get bored of me which is what has always happened in the past, i'm extremely hard work and so dam scared... Continue Reading →

Can’t sleep

I seriously can't sleep upto now I came bed at 10.30 pm and it's now 4.22 am and I'm still wide awake, I've tried counting sheep! Reading, watching Netflix, listening to music, and even laying in the dark and I still can't sleep. I have two meetings today and it's due to snow heavy, the... Continue Reading →


I've done the photography as I promised and tried to make it look like I was happy even for the young lady I like but I'm not! I wanted to be as far away as possible. I spent most of my morning driving around it's cold but I just feel alone I ended up taking... Continue Reading →

Had enough!

Today i'm really pissed off, jenny has been sticking her nose into something which isn't her business she feels that Sarah is taking advantage of us she feels that she is using our car as her own personal taxi service and that isn't the case, if i'm a little short of funds then i offer... Continue Reading →

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